just saw d5, it almost hurts to see her for only 2 hours than to not see her at all. we took a walk by the river and made sand castles. she had fun with me which felt good.
h "waited" in his car (a good 5 blocks away). when I saw him he had this ring on his right hand. I asked him what it was (he never wears jewelry) and of course it's from ow and she has one. I didn't make an issue. but i have to admit it hurt when I thought about it on the way home.
d5 will be interviewed by child advocate tomorrow and h and I will be interviewed on friday. I'm so terrified.