Thank you so much! No, I don't think it will ever get easier, but everyone says it will. I have not called him except after that OW sent me that email thanking me for my H.
When I sent him the IRS refund, I put the note in there "hope you are doing well", I haven't heard a word. He sent me the alimony check after that but didn't say anything.
I haven't talked to him or been in contact with him since the middle of April, we used to not be able to go a day without talking to each other. This is very hard.
I'm doing my best to turn it over to God. I am afraid my H won't contact me, but your H did so that gives me hope!