But I miss H so bad tonight. I keep wanting to tell him about my day & just call him. I promise I won't call, but I just want hear his voice.
I know exactly how you feel. But please do not persue him, and let him contact you. You might not believe it, and I also did not to start with, but with time it will get easier.
I also had a hard time not to persue H as I love him very much, but I did it. To begin with I thought my H would not contact me, however, after about 2-3 weeks he sent his first e-mail. We kept in touch from time to time, although he was living with OW, which I didn't know for more than seven months. When he left, he told me he had nobody else! During all this time I only phoned him once.
I know you can do it as well. Take care. (((HUGS)))
