How Much BS do I believe?!

[pisces9]

Braveheart and Cat-
Thank you so much..
i get so tied up in what he says...
i am seeing him possibly this weekend or next week.
dont show any emotion (sad)right?
just show happiness and contentment?

he has admitted to some of his wrongdoing...in a very small way the first week after he dropped the bomb.

he was crying all week..now he is out of the house and who knows?
we talk every now and tehn ( he pursues) then i get excited or sad depeding on the "feeling" i get from him.

i am sick of his HELL as you called it- i need to detach...i did well for a while- now im back on the upswing after a few days of yuckiness.

what a rollercoaster!

TODAY IS A NEW DAY and I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH TODAY!