Pregnant and trying to be stronger

[blindsided1]

Yeah, I'm gonna be a Mommy. I had a dream last night about her birth. I went to the hospital and the Dr. pulled her out by her feet in a split second. No C-section, no pain. I did say it was a dream, right? That was the first time I dreamt about her birth. Her room is ready. I have some things to clean still, but don't I always? I didn't think about the pre-cooking. Good point, Jenny.

SO2 - you are sooo right about H always looking for the next thing. Whether it is a love R, friendship, or job. He is always looking for the next thing. I think that during whatever type of R he is having, there is a point where he "tries" to be content. But, that usually doesn't last long. So, in that respect I feel sad for my H. I don't think he will truly ever find what he needs because he is always too busy looking elsewhere. Maybe one day he will come to some sort of realization that his happiness has always been here, with us and he quit before he figured that out. So, we'll see.