I wish so much that I was someone he could love again.
Hi there,
Focus on being the person YOU could love and the person YOU feel great about being. Only then is there a chance he will love you again. Plus even if he doesn't you will be OK because you will have you again.
I don't think it was dumb that you commented on how he calls you often.
How about you? Are you calling him or is contact only when he calls you?
You are in the choir, not your son, right? Why did you ask him to attend?
