Thanks, Michelle. I actually made myself a notecard and stuck it to the vanity mirror that says: "Do nothing out of ANGER & REVENGE". And then another that says: "Find your Strength".
I will definitely get to the GNC and get those supplements. I'm going to make that a priority.
I just discovered that the tags on my van are expired. Lovely. Can't renew them until I renew my license which I can't renew until I pay a speeding ticket. All in all, I'm looking at a grand total of around $270.00.
I feel like I'm being constrained on all fronts to try to push me in a certain direction. I'm going to look into some GS jobs here on Post. Do I need a lawyer to file separation papers? I don't know if they do that here in NC. There's a mandatory 1 yr physical separation time before a divorce is granted.
Some positive things I've been doing for my PMA: started going to the pool with the kids...soooo relaxing. I get to read and swim and lay out. It's an awesome community center here in our neighborhood with an outdoor pool. Very pretty, too. I started going to the gym in there, too. It's limited to cardio machines and a personal trainer circuit-type machine but it is just fine for me. I walk there, run a little on the tread mill, work with some weights, jump in the pool and OMG....I feel awesome when I get home.
This weekend being Father's Day, H said he is trying very hard to come up here. I got a little flirty with him on the phone today (you know, checking his "pulse". lol) and he responded just as I hoped he would. I could hear his voice melting. It was quite a pick me up for me. :-)
So, give it to me.....what are my goals for this weekend if he comes up? Oh yeah, did I mention that my ex-husband will be here , too? lol He's coming down to go to a festival at Carowinds with S16s youth group. He doesn't care for H because as he put it, "he has the nerve to steal my family (me and S16) and then kick them to the curb??!!"
More about that later. That's a whole post in itself.
