OK, my final concert of the festival is on Saturday, the one that I mentioned to B that he was invited to, but no pressure to come. Also, his concert is this coming Monday.
I am wondering if maybe it will take him 4 months to process what happened at our meeting. I am expecting maybe to hear from him possibly around... december or next ... june. I am trying to keep expectations low.
If he *really wanted* to come to my concert on Saturday, he has 4 friends-acquaintances here he could get the info from. I also would understand that it is a lot to ask someone to take the commuter rail out to NJ for an hour just to see a concert.
Also, i think if he wanted me to be there for *his* concert on monday, he would be clear about it, instead of really vague. And I understand if he doesn't want me to be there. Maybe he is not ready for me to return to his life in a full fleged way, and can only handle contained interactions isolated from everything else in his life.
So right now, I am just planning to basically do nothing. *But* is that what I should be doing???
