Pregnant and trying to be stronger

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((((Blindsided))))

You sound much better today and I think you are right about you being perfect and he still would have done this. Its about him not being content with who HE is. Always searching for something better because he feels like crap about himself. A counselor told me this when H and I were still married and having issues. He felt H was so miserable within himself that instead of looking in the mirror at himself he blamed me. Then when H left in search of greener pastures thinking that was the answer he fell hard. He never admitted it, but his life was no bed of roses.

Keep you chin up. Kendall is coming really soon! Treat yourself to bubble baths as you can't do that for quite a few weeks post csection!