I did a little bit of shopping before I met my GF for drinks and dinner (both of our H's same golf league). I found a nice sale and got a couple of new dresses and some shoes. I will wear the dresses to work. Part of my "changed up" me. Usually I wear slacks, but have decided to become a bit more "feminine" along with my distancing.
The rest of my evening was quiet. I went home and on my way thru town saw that my H was at the bar. I took my book and went to bed. I woke up around midnight when he came to bed. Woke up again at 3 am and went down to the den to sleep.
He was pretty subdued in the morning (hung over?). But at least no anger or venting. No hug before he left for work today. He shouted out “bye” before he left for work. I shouted bye in return. I’m feeling down. I miss him.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
