do you have custody?
I agree with you, it's hard to to go totally dark with a child, though you are doing a good job at communicating just about the kid and not having R talks.
Stay strong, it's not over yet.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.