Having trouble focusing on me again. Tonight is a big choir performance for me, and my H has promised to try to come, along with our son.

I'm trying very hard not to have any expectations about tonight, but of course, am failing miserably.

I wish so much that I was someone he could love again.

Married: 25 years
Separated: 5 years
Kids: 2, ages 21 and 24
Me: 53
H: 50

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