Thanks Sara and Nik.
Yes Nik I got your e-Mail AND I STILL HAVE YOUR PRESENT…
And Sara forgive me for posting my scope today..

Work is SLOOOOOOOOOOW this week so that is not helping me keep my mind off of stuff.
We will be driving by Safari west Nik on Sunday. (Never been there but I heard it's pretty cool.
I bought my son a Wii game for him and me to play next week. He does not know it yet.
He always plays these fighting games and I can't figure half of them out so I bought an off road racing game. It has steering wheels and seems like it will be pretty fun.
W has been sooo Nice. (No intimacy)I can't help but to be suspicious.
W sold my stock to "pay off my Jeep" and she put in an application yesterday for a job at the Santa Rosa J.C
I am going to be contacting Retro again next week if I do not hear from them soon. I am torn between looking at the phone bill. I mean I can do it anytime. Now, durring my "vacation" or when I get back. The Problem is I am starting to "trust" my W a little and I feel like If I do see she is still in contact then I AM A IDIOT, A FOOL in thinking things may have been getting better.
I feel so stupid for believing her and trusting my wife last year. I do think I can build that trust again but....If I am proven a fool again then I will never be able to repair this.
My two Daughters wanted to take me to see "the happening" on Friday the 13th and then go play some pool.
I have wanted to talk to them about my problems for so long but I know they will think bad abut their step mom. Why do I care? I don't know I’m a pieces I guess.
Well I need to go back to work and get bored
Later
Husband




Pisces
Talking about your past may seem like a good idea, but it probably won't have the effect you are seeking. Your apparently innocent disclosure could, in fact, have an impact that's exactly opposite your intention. ( My Journal? )You are moving into a couple of days when anything can happen, so don't worry if something goes awry. Let the unexpected event run its course and then figure out what makes the most sense to do next.

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know