slip sliding away

[saffie]

Imt,

I can really relate to how you are feeling. I am in the UK, so on a different time scale. I found another site that I go to as well as this one as it has links to really good books in this area that then lnk into the amazon reviews called

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Try that. I am reading like crazy and just trying to keep myself sane. If you post on there, there are others that have ideas of more reading you can do to help. That slipping back feeling is horrid.

Watch that you are not just projecting your own worries/ feelings onto your H - I am terrible at that - and then I find out that my H is fine; it's what's going on in my head that is the problem.

Deep down I know I love my H , but sometimes I wonder if I stayed and worked on the M because I was too scared of what would happen if we split. I am coming up to the second year anniversary of seveeral things to do with my H's A and am finding it as hard almost as last year - and I almost had another breakdown then.

Keep posting.