Too late for DB, thread 7

[cw68]

I'm much, much, much better today. Today was just better in general and the movie was a great idea. Not only did I not have to deal with H, and he obviously got it because he only called when he was done installing the lights to tell me that he was leaving the house, but the movie was great. Kung Fu Panda. I got a lot of peace from watching an animated cartoon. Maybe I'm just looking for signs wherever, but it spoke to me in bits. Also got a really good 2x4 email from H's former best college friend and roommate. While we haven't been close in years, he heard the news and sent me an email basically telling me that 1) he knows I'll be fine, 2) he thinks what H is doing is wrong and that 3) I have to change my focus and look to the future, that if my H isn't on the same street as me in marriage there's nothing I can do about that. I really felt good.

I'm much more geared up.

I also haven't been on this site as much and that's a good thing. I'd like to ween myself of it completely because it's not doing me any good at this point. But I'm like a moth to the flame...