I got this thought just today on the way home from work about how awesome it would be to just have my H back at home when I get there so I can talk to him about my day and confide in him the way we used to. Then I was daydreaming that he would be there to surprise me just because he wants to see me.
Much to my surprise when I got home, I walked inside and my dog did not greet me. I looked around and there was no sign, at first I panicked a bit, but something told me in the back of my head that the dog is safe with my H. Then about 2 minutes later, he came in the door with our dog and stayed with me for dinner until I had to go to my bowling league.
It was like a mini little dream come true. He has been very loving over the past few days, except for his hesitation the other night about health insurance. We had no plans of meeting up today, so I was pumped.
I do think that because I am still doing every GAL activity that I was since he was gone (art night, bowling league, vollyball leage, trivia night, Dart league, &hanging with my Friends and Family), that he is starting to feel a little left out - and maybe wants in, more and more.
He often has been making comments about how I am always too busy. And how he is envious of certain things I have been doing. Little remarks that are starting to show me just how important it was & is to still be me and to do all the things that make me happy (GAL). Especially becuase it seems to be drawing him in little by little.
I also think he is actually really happy about the Health ins. offer I gave him since last night he accepted and since then he hasn't said anymore in regards to not wanting/deserving it and has been very loving.
Yeah, It must be Gods divine design that somehow we seem to be actually slowly working this out.
We had a great evening and dinner together tonight and we still have many issues to deal with in our M but I am just thrilled to be having the chance. PATIENCE is the key!!! TIPPER
