I agree with you 100%, everyone says this is a new beginning but there is that hole where our H's belong!!!
Those feelings come up on there own in my mind also. I want H back & I didn't want this D but I am divored & I have to accept it for now but it doesn't make it any easier. I'm doing my best to turn it over to God, that is also easier said than done!!
You just try really hard to concentrate on you right now. You don't know for sure that he is not coming back. Just try to stay strong!!
