Best Time of my Life 5

[Treese]

Hey YR;

Well.....no emails today...imagine that...LOL!!didn't expect it....H called son tonight...and son said he was watching me paint "your"....moms room...yep he stopped himself in the middle of YOUR....I didn't say anything...H didn't ask what color or anything..

My mom called also...she and MIL are best friends....this gets so complicated....MIL told my mom I will always be family but my H doesn't love me like I want him to....blah, blah, blah...she says I need to move on......Of course she will support her son....I feel like i've been replaced...she says I have to much time on my hands now that school is out....it wouldn't matter if I was working or home...I'm still going to think about it....she and I had a discussion a long time ago and we both were talking about how we wanted to die before our H's because they are such a big part of our lives.....and now she is telling me to move on....I wanted to say, let's see you do it...why do people think it's so easy to move on....it's 30 years for heaven's sake....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........

Anyway....have to finish painting tomorrow...It was too late to finish it tonight...I have to sleep in the couch...brings back lots of bad memories.....