Onward and upward

[mishka422]

I responded finally to H. No response back from him yet so I don't expect one. I said:

I'm sure I can pick up the scrip on 16JUN after jury duty. I"m just not sure about 23JUN. I'm managing the office that week. I know you're going to be busy so no worries. I'll figure it out.

I guess I just had to get that "dig" in there about him being busy.

I'm probably not going to be able to do the Dr. on 23JUN so I'm going to call them tomorrow and see if I can get it rescheduled again. That bugs me. I may have to break down and ask him to take him but I honestly don't want to.

I'm pretty sure now with his lack of response that he's pulling his crap together to go file ASAP. He will view our talk as the final nail in the coffin that he's burying our M in.

I don't understand all of this and I never will. To walk away from your family without fighting for it is ridiculous. I'm positive now that he's not MLC. He's just a WAH who decided he like it better away from responsibility and commitment. I really don't need that kind of a person in my life. His lack of concern for anyone other than himself sickens me.

I wish I could say that I'm done with him, but I can't be. I can't let go. I can move forward with my own life, but I will love him eternally and that is going to be my burden to bear for the rest of my life. This just totally sucks!