my lawyer has been practicing for 43 years and has heard all of this before. he says the judges, etc. have heard all of this before. h is grasping at anything and everything.
i just feel so out of control. I am a very pro-solution person and it's hard for me to sit back and do nothing. but that is exactly what I've told to do until friday. just be calm.
i will see d tomorrow (and h) and I will be calm. I'm not giving him more ammunition, believe me. I feel like I'm living a nightmere and I feel like I'm being abused, no kidding.
i thought h would be "smart enough" not to ever go here. he NEVER questioned that I would have custody during the week until 2 weeks ago when I wouldn't let him in the house. this is pure relatiation.
I just want my d back. I want my life back. I want to feel relief again and enjoy life. before this happened 2 weeks ago I was beginning to feel optimistic about the future. school, accepting that h isn't for me, exitement about new possibilities, being a great mom for d.
look where standing up for myself got me.
knock it off.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
