you're scaring me nik! I can't take this anymore. I feel so terrified. I KNOW I'm a good mother. HOw would ANYONE react going through this? from the bomb, to the affair, to leaving, now this??? I've actually been in excellent mental shape for d (except for that incident) and no one is questioning h's psycho behavior. I"m only human. I'm doing the best I can here.
It was painful enough losing h but I never broke down in front of her and never said an ill word to her about her dad. I have comforted her, been a rock. this I can honestly say. I am the one who has found therapy for her, not h. I've been the one who picks up the pieces when daddy leaves for the week. but no one sees this.
