Sounds good! You deserve to do something for your self. This DB is tough work.
Don't blame yourself, we are a curious folks. When I do it, I justify it to myself by saying that if I don't find anything then it just gives me a greater sense of confidence.
TwinDad Me 39, W 36, M 11 W - MLC, WAW???? 2 Kids B/G 3 YRS Old Start of the Long and Bumpy Road..... On the verge of piecing.....a new beginning