I have been keeping a journal since 4/25 to remind myself of the ups and downs and the things that are said and done. I am trying to track our progress and when I feel all has been going bad I can look and see it has not been. I also keep track of any backslide aka R talks and the only one that happend was on 6/1 and that was due to the stress of resigning and I really wanted her to know that I was now taking responsibility for my part in the M.
Snooping is another matter I really need to stop looking for anything. I need to regain her trust and the only way I can due that is to trust her. (My brothers words to me)
Hope all goes well for you tomorrow. I am really pulling for you to work it out.
