Talking about my run of bad luck lately with my assistant at work, we had a good laugh.
Garage door opener went out Roofing shingles went out (lost some in a storm 2 weeks ago) Modem on computer went out. Clothes dryer went out Front brakes on the truck went out Air conditioner went out (2 nights ago) Wife went out (beginning of June) All furniture in house went out with W Kids sick D9 and D6 S5 just got done being sick
I'm not going to worry about stuff, I'm not going to worry about what my W does or doesn't do. I did get knocked down and it hurt really bad, I still hurt. I'll get over it and keep moving forward with my life and with my kids.
There is so much I want to do in my life, I need to keep moving forward. I need to contol my emotions, its getting easier everyday. Thank you all for your help, I am so lucky to have found you, I am so lucky for my kids, I have so much to be thankful for.
I don't know if I can ever forgive my W for what she has done, I believe that there is only a 10% chance W will want to reconcile and a 90% chance we will end up D. Reconciliation would require to much effort from W and would also require me to be able to forgive her.
We all have a long haul ahead of us good or bad it's the path we choose thats important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
