A large part of the blow out was the issue with her. I know she's not to blame for our R downfall because we've gone through problems before. However, i cannot bear for him to be friends with her. He knows it bothers me.
Another issue was he suggested I move back to Canada, get settled and then D would move with me. I told him I didn't trust him to do this and proceeded to tell him I hated him (repeatedly). He said we would alternate years with D. That was ridiculous though because the school systems are different and she'd graduate very late. We got upset with each other. The only option which I kept to myself is for her to be schooled in Canada and spend Summers in Venezuela. After about 45 minutes we calmed down. He proceeds to tell me that he doesn't want me to move to Canada and he wants me to stay. WTF The only reason I came here was to be with H. Without H I have no reason to stay.
In a big nutshell thats the jist of the convo.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
