I'm still feeling a bit lost and out of sorts. I think that H being nice for a while and now turning cold again has hurt in a way that I didn't expect it to. Guess I'm not as numb and okay as I thought I was. I'm still ready to move on but he's still my H and he's still the man I've been with for 17 years. Can't change that.
SueS
I feel the same way, too, Sue!!! I do think that I felt worse in the period right before we separated, I was depressed and dreading the separation, and was surprised that I actually felt more relief than anything, a lot less stress and all, when H moved out. I think I had mentally prepared myself quite a bit beforehand, and I think you have too! (((Sue))) Karen
