How about you go out with a girlfriend (or more) to distract yourself? if you think you'll stay home and brood don't, make plans and do something else that normally you wouldnt' do. Hugs hon)))))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.