((((((((lodo)))))) Even though you have many friends here on the board and they are great folks remember to GAL off this BB too. Too much of this will suck you down.
While feeling so low about what is happening try to smile and laugh, have a joke of the day delivered to your email. Laughter really is good medicine!
BTW, did you notice one side of the hug is longer than the other?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.