Hi Mattie Acknowledge to yourself. Ignore to all others. Dreams are normal and i personally (not scientific research) is your unconsious mind trying to resolve the consious cannot.
The problem is this wound that scars over takes tons of time. Stick with it.
Writing a letter but not mailing is good. Then in a year read it so you know how far you have come.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin
