it's understandable that time with him after so many months would bring out emotions you were trying to "bottle" or ignore... Just as you tell us, embrace all of your emotions and keep going... We don't know what is going to happen. None of us does but we are trying hard to make sure that, from our part, we did all we could. We hope for the best but we need to be realistic and keep our eyes open and protect our hearts and LEARN!!!
Your "date" went great. You know that. You didn't live a movie scene (actually you did with you guys singing together...), but considering this was an "ice breaker" meeting you did fine. Both of you. He must have been nervous, he must have been curious, he must have been worried... I bet you he felt relaxed and calm and had a warm fuzzy feeling afterwards and that is a nice feeling to have.
Continue with your plan, protect your self and don't worry about tomorrow. Kalni
