You will survive this. Easy to say butyou will . Right now, you are in intense pain,panic and shock. Try to sit "in the moment" Are you ok right now this second? Take a deep breath . Then another. You are alive- you will survive. I am 58. Last year my husband of 28 years disclosed that he had been with other women throughout our marriage, was leaving me, there was another woman he was desperate for. I wanted to die and cried all summer- had a breakdown I had lost everything-job ending-house on market- no money- and a future alone.A year later nothing is resolved. I am in limbo but somehow one day at a time I am getting through-surviving not living but somehow I have the knowledge that I will be ok. So will you although you cant see it now. It sounds as if like me you adored your husband and cant imagine living without him. But you will.I am praying for you.
