It's ok to be hopeful. He did want to see you, that is a good thing!
Originally Posted By: transformer
And I thought, where is the man who rubbed my shoulders whenever I did dishes? and cried in my arms? and got excited to get naked with me? and squeezed my knee when exciting things happened on LOST? where is he?
That exact guy doesn't exist anymore, any more than that Transformer exists.
Originally Posted By: transformer
I am not sure about this new alien version of B, but I really miss the old B, and I yearn for another chance to do things right. I feel like if I had just done a better job of loving him, none of this would have happened. I know it's not all my fault, but I think part of me feels like I really really failed him.
You KNOW this isn't true, right?
Originally Posted By: transformer
It also crossed my mind, in a very calm way, that maybe he doesn't want me to come to his bluegrass concert b/c maybe there is another person he doesn't want me to see. Honestly I would not want that either. but I am seriously not sure anyone would go for this beard. It seems like a very anti-sex statement, I am a lone mountain man, I chop wood in the frigid icy morning and scrape lard out of the bottom of the barrel, and I don't trim my beard for anyone!!
Maybe, maybe not! Maybe bluegrass chicks dig face fur? I don't know. It really isn't important. Make sure you tell him you enjoyed seeing him, and look forward to doing it again. Then, maybe you'll find out something.
