hi all I'm 32 w is 39 and she moved out 6/7/08, this is both our 2nd marriage, we have 5 kids all together 3 she had previous, I had two previous, The last two weeks have sucked, I knew she was moving out, so I of course began begging and pleading and crying and telling her to stay, I was snooping through her stuff, listening to her voicemail, I even showed up at her new place the night before she was moving out, trying to talk her out of it, she wants a divorce bad and has said the last two years of her life have been the worst ever. She said she doesn't care about me or what I do and that she is done. I want to save my marriage soo bad and am willing to do everything I can to change myself into a better person. I had a coaching session today and it helped somewhat, I haven't talked to her for 3 days, and then she called today to say she forgot some stuff at the house and if it would be okay if she came over when I was at work, this was right after my session and I think I handled it great, I sounded upbeat and kept the conversation very brief and I ended it first. The truth is I am not upbeat and very sad, I don't know how I am going to make it not talking to her, it's driving me crazy thinking she is sooo happy without me, and it doesn't seem like I will be missed at all. I told her last week I was going to fight for both of us to work this out and she said I was wasting my time, Please help with some good advice, I can't get her out of my head and I feel sick all the time.
