Tonight I went to watch my H play drums at his gig. They did well and I am becoming more comfy going there, but its still a bit awkward.
At the end of the evening, I asked my h if he would care if i were to put him back on my health insurance plan through the school I teach at. He was weirded out about it (he also had been drinking all night). He said that is quite a commitment & that he knows that we are doing well now, but we have been on and off for so long that he doesnt think he is a good enough man to deserve it. He was thankful, but then he was saying dont bother & that he doesnt need it.
I let him know that I care about him and that it doesnt cost that much to add a person. I said, that he needs it, considering he is a roofer and I would feel much better knowing he has it. He accepted and thanked me and then I left.
I dont know wether to be happy that he accepted finally, or to be mad that he was so wishy washy about a commitment that only lasts a year.
I am going to put him on my plan either way, becuase I love and care about my H and his health despite what we are or have been going through.
Should I be happy or more conserned about his major hesitation? TIPPER
