"My home town festival days are this weekend...I'm still undecided about going. If I miss it will be the first time in 29 years I will miss. I know I should look my fear in the eyes and go...I guess with that being said...I'm scared of what those eyes may see. I always have an escape plan...always!"
If the fear keeps following you around... turn around and run at it.
Most of the time.. you will find.. that fear... was just you.
"I never thought all of this would put so many things to think about in my head"
Me either.. I am finding.. I have a lot of room for thoughts.
"The tiniest, littlest. mistake could screw up...and how all my work would be down the drain....with that one wrong move..."
You are stuck in the words. I fixed them for you. Wrong moves.. we will always make. They help us learn what not to do! Most of the time.. they don't have the impact we thought they did.
Now
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.