So did ya all miss me? Yea right…. Ok So Friday I actually put on my P.D uniform. First time this year. (I am a reserve). I went out and actually towed 5 vehicles that the drivers were driving with no license. It felt good doing something that I used to do before I started waiting for the end to arrive.
Saturday I went to W cousin’s son’s graduation. It was a little weird. W cousin said nothing about the roses... Not sure if she knew they were from me but think she kind of figured. (Ok I have not done anything stupid like that again. I don’t know what I was thinking except I miss giving things and showing affection to someone.
The party was ok. Sunday I went and split a cord of wood because the tree trimmer may be bringing a few cords of Oak for me to sell (side business).
W is putting an application in for a job in town tomorrow. It pays less than she wants but she is finely figuring out after a year that something is better that nothing.
Now for my mind set.
I have (at least for now). Changed my thinking from waiting for the end to arrive to lets fix this. I have been looking at the retro thing as an end. I mean I was looking at it as an end to life as I have lived it. Now I have been tiring to look at it as a step in the right direction... I don’t know how much longer I can keep this train of thought but I am trying to use the laws of attraction to my benefit.
I am finely getting excited about my trip with my son. This time next week I will be in eureka with him. When I get back it will be only 19 more days till retro. (Who I have not heard anything from YET).
Ok now for something weird. My next door neighbors have disappeared. I mean the house is empty. It has been happening a lot around here. They bought the house for $540.000 and now it is worth about $ 340.000/ they must have had house payments around $3.000 a month.
Well I need to go to bed now. Oh yea...to the peopld I wrote about showing my W my jurnal do not worry I have decieded not to.

See ya later
Husband... (Feeling pretty good)

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know