I wish I knew your name... it seems.. either you have not posted it.. or I missed it.
If you have not posted it.. please don't.. until you are ready. If I missed it.. can you please restate it.
B.. you are doing great. I knew this time was coming. I have been here.. where you are twice. Oh.. the stuff he is missing out on. This really is the stuff that changes a man. He will miss this. If he moves on.. or stays.
I told you.. it takes a special kind of person.. to move on like this. I can see your side.. the hurt.. the distance. You will hold onto this for a long time to come.
I don't want you too. Let it go.. the best you can.. let it go. I see you moving toward the one thing you fought when I first started posting. It does not feel right.. Everything about you fights it. All that is important.. is what you do. What makes it best for you and yours.
You have worked hard for this.. if all that come of it is the thing you have wanted for so long.. hold that close.
Now.. more than ever.. is time. Get stuff ready. Check it and make sure it is ready. Triple check it if you need to. Focus on you. Stupid.. will just need to catch up. Leave it behind.
I am hurting for you. This crap.. sucks. Somehow.. Someway.. you have to step out.
Look.. you need help.. post it here. You just talk about it all you want. Get it out.
I want the best for you.. please.. please.. Let it go.. the best that you can.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
