I think for time being I'm going to hold off...just to see where H's standing is for next couple of weeks. If he shys back away...I will go on with my plan to send an apology. I agree, in your idea..face to face would be ideal. I have not seen either MIL or FIL since before I left. Given an opprotunity, or decent circumstances, I would offer a face to face apology. I think it would be much more sincere, and show much more emotion.
My home town festival days are this weekend...I'm still undecided about going. If I miss it will be the first time in 29 years I will miss. I know I should look my fear in the eyes and go...I guess with that being said...I'm scared of what those eyes may see. I always have an escape plan...always!
I never thought all of this would put so many things to think about in my head...and what the tinyiest, littliest(sp!!) mistake could screw up...and how all my work would be down the drain....with that one wrong move...
thanks for the input! hugs christa
H-32 Me-29 T-10years M-4yr (10/04) Me- WAW 1/07 I filed for D 2/07 D put on hold 5/07 H re-files for D 9/08 WOW! trying MC 10/08
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