I haven't posted to you before but I just wanted to say I think you are doing amazingly well in the face of adversity. Try not to think about him. I hope your exam goes well.
It will be 9:20 by the time I get out of my exam. 3 1/2 hours of hell. Far too late for a massage by anyone other than my H unfortunately, and I don't think he would cooperate if I asked. So I'll save myself the rejection.
I wonder if any of my friends would be up for hanging out after. Most of us have to work tomorrow unfortunately.
Ugh, my face is still gonna look like crap tomorrow for work. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Maybe I'll go by my parents' house. I'm sure my dad will still be up. My roommate works her other job tonight until 10:30, so I'll be home alone if I head back to my place - not exactly my idea of a good time.
(((everyone)))
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
(((Michelle))) I'm so sorry its happening like this and on today of all days. I don't know what to say other than focus on your final tonight and as lame as this will sound/be don't think about this until you are done.
I know you know this, but I'm going to say it anyway. This is not about you. Your H focuses on you so he doesn't have to look at himself. The thing he put in the IM about you calling it PTSD or piling things on is EXACTLY what my H was saying a couple of months ago. Denial is a terrible thing and whatever set him off, hes chosen you to focus his anger and rage at, its not your fault and you haven't done anything, he has problems and he deals with them by running away. I'm mad at him too, maybe one day he will become a grown up, but he will have to do it himself. Just like me, you can't save him and you can't fix him.
(((((Michelle)))))) we love you and are here for you. Corey
PS: I'm giving up on horoscopes for right now because mine said something about travel being a good thing on Sat. and we know that didn't turn out so well. Ok, it was more stalking, but hey lets not split hairs!
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M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
(((((((((((Michelle))))))))))) Break a leg on your exam!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
GF, agree with everything you said. I really hope that all of our sitches get better.
Hugs everyone!
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK
Good Luck sweetheart. I'll be up in about 8 hours at the office (09:00 local time). I hope you will be sleeping but I will check on you first thing in the morning.
Michelle, I just wanted to say I'm sorry and I hope your exam goes OK. Hanging with you Dad sounds like a great idea--Dads are excellent comfort sometimes. Good counterpoint to crappy H's.
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