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[christarn]

Ping...this is where I am now stuck...since H is starting to come arund is it going to look to him(H)...because I know he will be shown the card/letter...as a manipulation to try to "get him back"...I can not let 5 months of hard work be gone like that. I am in no means trying to blow off an apology that I do believe I owe his parents...I'm just terrified of the timing, and of the perception. Especially now. He's communicated with me 3 times in an 8-9 day period...i'm just very weary of how this could be perceived...not so much by in-laws...but by my H. When I talked to DB coach...she didn't know of the two most recent communications...really changes things a bit.

thanks for your input ping! glad your finding "yourself" again! It makes this whole crazy rollar coaster ride easier once we find that place again....or at least it did for me.

thanks again... hugs 2 you
christa