thank you gabbysmom and everybody. you guys have been amazing with your support.
I think I have done all I can for now (getting letters, etc). It's the "not knowing" that's killing me right now. and you're right. dbing for me is NOT about saving the marriage anymore. it's about saving ME and my daughter. I guess it's really time to grow up. I have to be strong for d. it's so painful, I just called h's place to say goodnight to d and she was busy playing (I could hear her in the background). I'm not blaming h, she genuinely didn't want to come to the phone as she was playing. I'm just so scared that she doesn't even miss me (she's always been VERY close to h) and that the court and the person interviewing her will see that. how can I compete to her unbelievable love for daddy?
but when we are alone, she sticks to me like glue. but no one sees that. how will anyone believe me?
