Still trying to be patient 4

[karen43]

Oh, great, I had emailed H today to find out when he was going to be here this week, and he emails back just now he wants to come tonight! Awkward! I emailed back though great, I'm going to a party tonight and you can watch the kids. What do I do--like when my guy friend shows up; this whole thing is going to be awkward. Maybe I'll leave earlier & avoid him??? I'm feeling panicky--don't know why! Karen