Your angry, you're lashing out, and provoking her, it's natural, now stop. She told you not to contact her, so stop. We all want to believe in the person we love, we all see them with rose colored glasses. They are the prettiest, the best the brightest, the best damn candy in the world. We lie to ourselves all the time.
Blynd, heal up, don't rush in. Actually heal up before another realtionship.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
