you're seeing 5 people hurt because of lies. it doesn't matter if it was a marriage, it doesn't make it any worse or better. i realize it isn't entitlement, that wasn't my point. yeah, i guess anybody who goes through some crap and hurts their partner isn't worth it. i believe that, the hell i do
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
anyway, the instinct question was about her. is my faith in her instinct or denial. i'm sure it's denial. i am leaving her alone, was planning on it anyway.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
you're seeing 5 people hurt because of lies. it doesn't matter if it was a marriage, it doesn't make it any worse or better. i realize it isn't entitlement, that wasn't my point. yeah, i guess anybody who goes through some crap and hurts their partner isn't worth it. i believe that, the hell i do
The fact that it wasn't a marriage changes the way you can fight to save it; how far you can go. I didn't say the heartache was less - but the acting out on your part needs to be.
Your angry, you're lashing out, and provoking her, it's natural, now stop. She told you not to contact her, so stop. We all want to believe in the person we love, we all see them with rose colored glasses. They are the prettiest, the best the brightest, the best damn candy in the world. We lie to ourselves all the time.
Blynd, heal up, don't rush in. Actually heal up before another realtionship.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
i am doing nothing, i am not angry at her. she likes cocky. maybe it was a mistake time will tell. i feel like if there is anytime that my xw will be put in her place it's now. that beimg said, this isn't about me and kari at all. this is about me and f. i was there through the r, i know how she felt. i just have to give her credit that she will see the truth. that is all i am saying.
as far as me, i am doing okay. i am ovr sulking about it. i am confused as hell, bt that is probably normal. everyone says she will call and my instinct says that she isn't through with me. the easiest thing would be to say to hell with her. but doesnthat mean that is what i should do?
i don't know. people can be manipulated when they are confused, it has only been a week.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
sorry, kind of in and out. it's bulk pickup so the boys are mini junk collectors today. just getting stuff from other peoples terraces and putting it on mine
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
back to work... ehhh doing fine today. haven't heard from her obiviously. friends are saying she is a b!tc#, but that she is going to call. was very upbeat and pleasant with xw today. just want her to leave me alone. trying to have compassion. realized that i never really forgave her for leaving. just had a lot of stuff to let go. so i did, or am working on it or whatever.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
