Did I diappoint you

[MichelleLT]

If I drag this out, I think he'll only get more agitated/angry and worse, it'll give him a reason to direct it all at me - it makes me a very easy target for all his negative emotions if I "thwart" him on this. But I don't know if I can bring myself to sign the summary dissolution. I don't want a D. I want my REAL H back!!!

H's horoscope today seems completely off: "This morning you experience a time of inner and outer equanimity. You can stop and take stock of yourself without feeling completely caught up in the usual turmoil and rush of events. Even if your affairs are not going too smoothly, this influence will provide a breathing space. If you have been feeling harried, you now have at least a brief opportunity to take it easy. And if you are relaxed, you will feel even better now. Your relationships with groups and friends are quite good during this time. You are able to understand other people's needs without losing sight of your own desires for fulfillment. Opportunities may arise from unexpected corners that will improve your life in small ways at least. In general you will benefit from being out in the world today and having as much contact with others as possible."

Mine is no more accurate: "It is a good day for all kinds of enjoyable activity. Although this is not an especially energetic time, it is good for any work you have to do with others, because you create a spirit of camaraderie and togetherness, which makes the work go faster and more smoothly. If you need to make a good impression on others, this influence will assist you. But it is for recreation and pleasure that this influence is really at its best. You feel like having a good time, and almost anything you do will work out that way. It is especially good for amusing yourself with friends and having a party. This is also a good day for creative and craft projects. Not only do you have the physical energy for the work, you also have the creative ideas."

As for this class, yes, I plan on just passing. It's an elective, and from what I've seen it's easy to get a B in. That's frankly my only goal right now. I normally would be chasing down the higher grades, but I don't have the mental energy for that today. I feel, and look, like I've just been beat.