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I am sorry I took so long to respond but jus tnow got back into the website.... but you know what dont give up... ask God for his peace and you will see he will give it to you...
I still have trouble on the waiting part but he has been so merciful to me that I can feel it in my heart that he is going to heal my marriage.

I have no doubt about it....just the waiting that is hard... God really hates divorce and he does not want this to happen to you and your wife...
take a stand for your marriage... beleive it in your heart.. God is so faithful but we are so impatient we want everything yesterday.. but he works so differently than we do and I myself can not wait for him but I start praying and he gives me that peace that no one understands but it is real....

I think I have been the biggest door mat that ever walked this earth when it came to my husband.. crying,begging,pleading,threatening suicide,etc,etc,etc. but I called upom his name nad he made me to be strong..please dont give up maybe just try not to talk to her right now.. which might be difficult since you have little ones..

just give God a try I mean a really honest to goodness try and see what he will do for you... it wont be easy but if you have faith even as small as a mustard seed he will answer you.. and yes I get angry with how slow he is moving but I know he has something bigger and better than what we had before..

dont ever doubt him.. but believe...I have come a long way since oct 07 but I am so much stronger and better but I owe it all to him because I am such a weak person... I get up in the morning and the first thing I do is I pray that he will show me his word from the bible that I read each morning for about 15 to 20 minutes, because he wants us to put him first and to me that is putting him first.

and during the day I am always in prayer in my mind.. lifting up my husband to him and asking that he speaks to his heart.
Then before I go to bed I get down on my knees in my bedroom and pray for him, that he also seeks God for guidance and for comfort.
Without these things I would not be where I am today. I think I would be dead.the devil he will come to tempt you and to make you doubt him and if you dont believe in the devil you are very mistaken he is for real and he will destroy all who will let him..please do put on the whole armour of God because belive me we need to... please write back soon and I will pray that you will put your trust in him