On The Rollercoaster Ride!

[addie]

Kalni - thanks for checking in.
Stella - so good to hear from you!!! Can't wait to hear about what's been happening with you.

The emotional rollercoaster continues. Friday evening S went to a friend's birthday party. H suggested we go for a hike together. Afterwards we made dinner and had a few mixed cocktails. We had a very nice time together. Saturday evening all 3 of us went out to a Cirque de Soleil performance (H's suggestion to get tickets) and we all had a fabulous time. First thing Sunday morning H is distant again and remains this way the whole day. I continue to feel very insecure when he becomes distant. He went into work yesterday which he hadn't mentioned until yesterday morning and then had other errands to run - he was out for several hours. I automatically start to imagine he's contacted OW.
I feel we're not really dealing with any issues. I'm the one who always has to initiate the talks otherwise H does not bring anything up. On a positive note H has borrowed several R books from the Library. He even signed out "After the Affair" and another book about healing from infidelity and rebuilding trust. I hope he actually reads the books.