It will come to you.. it will. What is going on right now.. is what usually happens.. just keep pushing... your doing great.

Seriously.. I wish I could make it better.. I remember feeling just like you do right now.. It does get better.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.