still back

[phoenyx]

i know it is childish, i asked her a question that i needed an answer to or else i wouldn't have contacted her at all. i am confused. that is the problem. the easiest thing to do would be to think she is like xw, or poor me again, and leave it go, not have any faith in her. i have an instinct about her. i don't want it. i am a good man, and she was lucky to have me, and she knew it because she told me. and i was lucky to have her. i am getting anger for nothing. and i am confused