Onward and upward

[mishka422]

No word from H yesterday at all. No text, no call to me or S13, nothing.

Today, I'm sitting here at my desk and I get a text from H saying he is taking S13 to lunch. I responded with OK and that is all. He didn't say anything else. Last week he invited me to lunch with them. Not today.

I blew it hugely apparently. I'm just waiting for the D papers now. I now my H and he will decide I gave him a "put up or shut up" kind of speech even though that is NOT what was said at all. He twists everything I say around so I'm pretty sure I'm done for.

I guess alone isn't so bad. Better than M and feeling unloved by the one you love more than your own life.